Small starving

It's been a while since I've been here but let me continue the story.

Today by the pikkujoulupöytä there were fish and meat. I kept my oath and did not touch neither the salmon nor the deer meat. Starved, I ate twice the amount of potatoes, peas and mushrooms.

I felt proud. Proud that I sticked to my principals. 

But I also felt angry - angry that there was not any vegan alternative for the meat, angry that I was left starved. (I did too feel thankful for the pre-Christmas dinner, thankful that there was a ready-made dinner at all, of course).

Before I called myself pesco-vegetarian, but now I identify as a vegetarian: no more fish. 

I bought the omega 3 source, flax seed oil, and I'm happy I've stuck with my principles. 

But starved I don't want to be. 

No one does.

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